ALWAYS BE HAPPY

I am a happy go lucky girl and I will always be. Although I have been through so much troubles in my life, I still can be myself again. It may takes time but in the end, I'm still a happy person. I love being myself though. But at the same time, I am trying so hard not to be in trouble again. SERIOUSLY! 

RELAX~

I want to be like this girl in this picture. For me, she is a happy person and take things easy. I mean, although there are a lot of problems to go thourgh, but she still can relax. I mean, being easy and cool about it. Don't let trouble change our personality. Huhh! That's what I've learnt from my past. Just because my problems, I've change to a very quiet person, I guess so. -_- opps!

Anyway, just stay cool people (and myself too) ghee :)

end with smile :)

A friend of mine~

You will always be my friend even though you hate me
because I believe that you won't hate me that much :)

I really learned a lot of things from my past this time.. Especially its from him, starting from him, when we first broke up.. Although its hurt me badly but it actually turns out to be something good.. POSITIVE! I really want to thank him because he ever appeared in one of  my chapters. It is not a wasting of time actually. I now understand why we broke up.. Why do we have to separate. I really do understand now but its just too late for me. I know he don't like to see  me any more, that I understand.. Yeah, I sound so sad. But, actually its not sad any more.. Its all about grateful.. because I get to know him, used to loved by him and taught me so much.

LOVE u FRIEND

He taught me so much and I only realize that after we were done with our relationship. I think I am more mature now, less hang out with my friends which he were always dislike.. I still remember when he always mad at me whenever I go out with my friends included my own best friends. And I must be back before 9pm! haha! He also dislike it when I always online especially when it comes to "face booking". We were always argue about that because I almost everyday would fb. I was so stubborn last time..huhh? haha :D. By the way, not any more though. I were always excited whenever we want to meet up. I can feel that I act like a childish when we meet up. And I also always merajuk after we quarrel..haixxxyah! I am so bad towards him before. I never care about how was his feeling been hurt by me last time. Because I was in my own world, with my own rules of life..huhh! 

Yeah, that was me, a few months ago. But now.. Everything that I want to do will always remind me of him. Its not that I want to return back but its just that he were always in my head.. haah~ lol.. You see, whenever I want to go out with my classmates and besties, I always remind myself to be back before 9pm. And when it comes to facebook, I must not always online unless to see my class schedule.. At this moment, I'm having a relationship with a new guy and I don't really show that I am so excited any more.. I mean, I am totally change now..because of you.. 

Thank you so much friend :)

I will always remember your advices Dhant.. Now I understand that you came in my life just for a while to teach me lessons about this life. I thank you Dhant.. I am grateful because we used to love each other. It is okay now for me because I accept it..the fact that we don't have that relationship any more.. 

What I feel at this moment..

I quit, from every activity..buat masa inilah.. Entahlah.. Apa nak jadi sudah.. I don't feel like myself any more.. This is the first time I feel like this.. I realize what I did was wrong and I really2 regret about that. Such a fool girl! Inilah yang dinamakan sudah kena baru nak bertaubat.. That's what I feel   right now and what I faced now. Kadang2 rasa nak saja dunia ini berhenti dan biarkan I fix everything. But that is impossible to happen though. Only God can do that, can stop the world without us realize it. 

Somehow I just need a long vacation. I wish I can just stay at home town for the whole holiday. 

I have had enough of troubles because I am a trouble maker. Am I? 

Am I that bad? Or is it just because of my curiousity? Pleaselahh!! I know I am not this kind of girl back then. 

I know I am a good girl who only disobey some rules, some basic rules. 

I know I am a girl who afraid of her own mother.

I know I am a girl who think twice before do something bad.

I know I am girl who never do something extraordinary.

I am just a girl who had walk out from her shell and wanted to do everything that she had seen before!!!

I came here, a new life, no one knows about my nerdy, good girl life time.

Yeah. I guess that is!! 

A new life for a nerdy to live on. A nerd who never do that, do this. A nerd who had never experience anything that a teenager face. 

Finally, a smile on my face :)

I really2 want to thank everyone around me because now I can smile again!

Like seriously, it had been 7 months I never smile like this.

7 months ago, my life was empty, hopeless, confuse all the time..

7 months ago, I always cried every night before I go to bed..

My life during that period of time was nothing.. Every time I wake up, it is like a new day for me BUT when it comes to night time, I started to cry again..hurmphhh...

There were so many to think about, to figure out and it never solve.

BUT now..

I feel like crying because only by now, only after 7 months, only after that long time of period I've been suffer, 

I FINALLY FOUND MYSELF AGAIN

The real QUELICE who loves to smile, happy-go-lucky person

no  more crying before go to bed

able to smile every morning

able to do her homework

able to concentrate on her work

able to jump like a crazy monkey!! haha :D

Thank you!

Thank you GOD for this second chance.. Thank you because I am still alive. I know what I did was a stupid decision. I still have a long journey to go through..

Thank you mummy because you always support me..I know I am the black sheep in our family, I realize what I did was horrible.. 

Thank you friends!! Thank you classmates for you LOVES, SUPPORT. Girls! Thank you, like seriously, kak Pris, thank you for your love, Lisia, thank you for your concern. I really appreciate that.. :) Thank you bestie Alice, Diana, & Mag :) Diana, tq sangat2..

My sweet lectures Miss Jessica & Madam Sha, you guys are the BEST, like a sister for me though ^^

Big sis, sis Shirl, sis Gwen~ thank you so much! my bro, bro Simon, tq for your advices, bro James tq so much.. Tq also cousin Cammie..

EVERYONE!! THANK YOU so much..

It took a long timne to recover though..

It's hard too...

But now, I am grateful for everything that had happened..

soy cheese everyone!!
smile like me, haha :)

♥ saturday ♥

What I did on my Saturday for this week? hurmph.. Not so much though.. hehe.. Took some photos and watch Bollywood movies!! yaaay!! awesome! :)
Here, some  photos that I took.. HAHA

ANNOYING RIGHT?

Sorry lar..haha

This is my blog and my life lar...

huahahah

PLUS

I found some of my little brother's pictures..

HERE..haha

adorable little brother :)

AERON

Goodbye 5th September

5th September..

today is the day where me and penyamun suppose to celebrate our 1rst anniversary..

BUT

he's gone now..

I still don't understand why he REALLY dump me..

hurmphh... -_-

I know he was lying when he said he had to break up with me because we are cousins.

yeah right!! He never care about that issue when he was lovy dovy with me..

BUT?? now?

He mentioned it. yeah. complicated..

I decited to let go of him now..

That's why I'm saying goodbye to him..

goodbye to all our sweet, damn, bad, memories..

goodbye to everything that related to you penyamun..

goodbye 5th September 2010's love..

goodbye J..

haha~ just for fun!
BYE JD!
bluek!!!!!

SUPERMAN ♥

This is a story of a man who suddenly appear in my life. Yeah, he makes me happy so far and he makes me forget about the penyamun, u know who is he :) Ok..where to start hoh?

Anyway, we have not really put our relationship status in FB yet because of some problems occurred. So, you guys can't view who is he. But, i'll post his picture in my blog though. Anyway, let us just call him Superman. I called him superman because he saves me :) Saves me from stuck in penyamun's world :) haha..I am so mean here right?

What to do..huhu..

I really hope Superman can be better than penyamun though..huhh..

That' all for today :)

Nah, superman ♥